It's the end of the world as I know it

I realized recently that my life became like that of a death row prisoner. Everything around seems to be only about the fact that I have only a month left in Ghana. People ask when exactly I’m leaving more often, I started looking through my clothes what I can leave here and what I should take home, I started making lists of people I want to bring something from here and started thinking what to buy them, as well as counting the money I have left and am able to spend…

I started thinking in more detail what to do when I get back: there’s a wedding I’m going to on 7th of July and bachelorret’s party week before that, my parents bought tickets to the opera on the 5th and there are plenty new movies I want to enjoy at the cinema, as well as meeting friends, telling same and new stories all over again and taking pleasures of a “normal” life like hot shower, TV, Double coffee, nice food and people talking Lithuanian… Yes, I do think about it too much. From one side it makes me quite happy, though as always there’s a thought somewhere deep that all those “happy moments” mean that this will be it. THE END. The end of a movie “Dalia’s crazy adventures in Africa”…

Some say the world will end in fire;

Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.

But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To know that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would suffice.

BUT I still have a month!!! For some people it’s all they get, I mean, they come to Ghana just for a month and they have to fit everything in those four weeks. I should focus more on enjoying my last days.

Anyway it’s not the same anymore… My friends start leaving, new people take trips I’ve already taken and there’s no more pizza Tuesdays. Honestly, I hate change:) Though this is a positive change as we had pancake Tuesday instead. I’m all for that;)

This weekend we have the LAST AIESEC conference, planning for next year... then it's the annual stakeholder's dinner and transition. And that's it! AIESEC ends there. The active part of it that is...

Looking forward to see what future has in mind for me;)